Where have i been these days? Even i do not really know about it. It seems i lost my real self in this world. sometimes feelings are beyond description because words comes out becoming out of meaning. i can feel it even if you don't tell about it. What are you thinking now? i couldn't guess. how will it form at the end of this?

How to write a good business letter? Do you get any ideas on it? I've learned about it from our English business letter textbook today. That's say if you would like to write a wonderful business letter you will need these following principles such as show a goodwill in your business letter, don't waste words, ....and keep your language lively and simple. Well, i entirely understand these rules of forming a good business letters. Then i can't help but thinking if the "keep your language lively and simple" can change or switch to another similar ideas.  

News which express many people who commit suicide , kill someone or hurt someone appeal on our TV sections almost everyday. I will wondering everytime why they are commit suicide or try to hurt even  hurt somebodies in the case one needs to pay for what they do even run out of their lifes????? In my opinions, personaly, things gonna find its way out. One of the important elements is time. I believe time can solve everything. You may gonna try to communicate to the people who have problems between you and them. Besides this way out of troublesome situatons,try a simple way you can or like. To talk about me, if things really can't be given rid of,then just put it there and going on your own life. Cause you know it doesn't worth to worry about. Keep your life lively and simple. And be optimistic to eveything although sometimes i can't do what i say now. But at least you gonna try. I tried and that really made me much more happier than i used to be. Considering each detail ideas in your brain and take a measure of it which it worths you to do it or not. If it worths you just go ahead. If it's not worth put off the awful plan comes from you.

Good luck to you on everything.

Just an hour and thirty minutes ago, there were four people came to out jewler. They came to buy rings for their engagement. It seemed that the young men didn't care about the shape and style of his ring. But it became a difficult choose for the young women. I've been working there about twenty-three days. And  perhaps she was the most picky women that i've ever seen. She wanted k-gold ring with the pretty or being-styled ring. Well.......if you are well-known about the ring you will understand that only goldring will have various kinds of styles. Her mother and father were concentrating on picking their rings. But the women who is going to engage looked out of patience and not very interested in all kinds of rings (including the goldrings and k-gold rings) Actually, in my mind, she looked ugly and there was out of rings which suited her.(well....... that kind of thinking  was not really good.) That didn't seem matter because those are just my murmuring words.....

I've finished watching " The Lord of the Ring". That was really amazing. My summer vacation is going on now. And i've been finding part-time job for many days. Finally, i found one. Ha Ha Ha.

i keep thinking and considering lots of different things during my summer vacation. Life changes and beyond your imagination. Sometimes dark covers your road and your believe. It dyes heart and fill it with avarice. Bright comes out only when you have believe in yourself. Justice always win and devil always lose. Truth gets the real and untruth get nothing.

Wow, time flies fast and wait for no man. It's almost come to an end of this semester. And i am going to be the forth grade in Shin Chien university. Although i am about to leave this H dormitory i am still happy. From the first time i came here until now, many events happened to me during this time. Good ones and bad ones all came. I believe that will be my precious memories in my future life. We only have one year left staying and studying here. Be active and more muture bybond your thoughts because you and i will have to approach more complicated society after graduating. Sometimes it is really difficult to descirbe what i wanna say and express in my brain, For myself, i know there must be a whole new life waiting for winnie and there must be a good life and good future for me either. I will definitely create and color my own paintings and no one will have any chances to detroy my paintings. People say " Seeing is believing". Now i say maybe but not actually. keep observasion on everything you see and keep tracking any tiny things that appear in front of you. After certain period of time, perhaps there are many horrible facts there. But my dear, don't be upset because this is a real world. It shows actually what it is originally. Life never comes perfect in any times and moment. We have to store our ability of dealing any kinds of troublesomes and horrible facts. Be strong my dear and you will strong either.

Last but not least, take care of yourself, my dear friends. You know where you can find me when you need me.

Truth really makes me disgusting. But now, who care about it, doesn't it? One take it by one's heart, that only hearts themselves cause maybe the one you care who really doesn't care about you. So why do you take it so seriously, right? Life comes short. Everyone should draw their life colorful and full of memories which includes good ones and bad ones. Well, now i take all these things into one of my memories. Maybe these were in the not good part. But all of it are my treasure because i learned a lot form those events. It prevents me from being cheating againg or losing my chance again. You know what, sometimes i wanna say" fuck those things and truth that i saw and knew" I am refresh myself already and now i am happy because i had already jump out of the fense that limited me. For those who don't jump out of thhose difficulties, i suggest you believe the fact and go ahead in your life road. Once you are out of there, you feel so released and new. And you can get beautiful life days.

My dear friends, from senior high school, junior college and now university, thanks for staying with me while i need help. I won't take all of you just like passing people. You won't be the passing ones in my life, and i believe that you will be the only one in my life.

Did you ever sick of anything? If don't, then i do.  What is ture?  What is unture? Have you know or realize that ideas? For me, i've learn a lot during these time. I used to believe that if you make friends by your true heart they will give some certain feedback to you. Sometimes it's too late to make up with what you've done to someone. Maybe i shouldn't blame it on anyone. I really don't know how to say. I just wanna know what the hell they are thinking about? 

Tomorrow is Mother's Day. All of the news these days were talking about mother's day. It also talked about single mother. When i saw the news about the single mother i almost cried. You won't never experience the feeling until you really be a mother. It is a great job of being a mother. Sometimes it costs you lots of attention to take care of your child. But mother never say"no".

Mom i love you so much. Happy Mother's Day....